Thinking is good. I’m proud of you for being one of the few people in the world who can use logic to analyse the world for themself instead of relying on the most popular opinion to dictate their philosophy.
Well being happy is a lot better than being sad. But being sad in this cultureis sadly some sort of default emotion. Like when thre’s an abscence of happiness the only emotion to possibly fill the void is sadness. I don’t know. Probably the result of consumerist instinct that happiness is a goal, not something that you feel. Something has to happen for you to be happy, happiness is “aquited”. Fuck modern western culture. Although I do love some of the conveniences of if nd am as big of a hypocrite as anyone.
I know right Nicole. Thank you for seeing my conclusion. What’s made you see for yourself?
Some times I sit here what I’m going to do for the rest of my life. Like, did everything important to me actually just walk out and won’t come back…?
Every good plan I’ve ever made and was so excited for is just going to be a dream now.
Everything that I wanted to prove is going to have to sit unfulfilled forever now. Forever, the rest of my life… Now all of that is just regrets.
Every promise is going to sit there, never broken but never really fulfilled.
And the worst thing is this is all just a simple matter of choice. Nothing’s keeping you from me. You’re still walking around, being everything I ever want, going on with your life as if my time in it has been totally inconsequential.
I’m alone because you don’t want to be with me… I still can’t get my head around that,
In other news I morphed into a moose recently
I miss you so much every single moment of my life ugh ugh ugh and i’d give anything just to talk to you, I hope you’re doing alright but you seem to be doing pretty well… too well, happier than you could have ever been with me and I feel shit for stealing 9 months of your life and even shitter for thinking for a while I could be good enough for you and really jealous at the same time knowing that now you can have anyone. Anyone would want you. Ugh. Maybe you realised that. I don’t compare with most of the people who could have you.
Why did I even bother in the first place.. Maybe right now I could still have the most amazing person I’ve ever met, in my life. I didn’t have to go and fucking ruin it by thinking I could have been someone above everyone else.. I could have just been there to make you happy instead of fucking up your life like I did so much ugggggghhhhhhhhhhhh…. I’d give anything to still have you in my life. I wish I could talk to you. I wish you’d want to talk to me. I wish you weren’t the most beautiful girl in the world, then maybe not every guy ever would want you. Then maybe I wouldn’t be such an easy loss.
Grrr… I’m not doing that well. It doesn’t get easier.
One day I’ll be this fucking awesome.
(Source: punk-punk-punk)
Updated HARD-ONS vinyl record collection.
Picture 1 = 7”ers
Picture 2 = LPs
Picture 3 = Compilation LPs
MY VAGINA | NOFX
I never thought I’d miss my vas deferens, I traded it for a pair of huge cans. Now I get to hang with lesbians. Operation; paid up front. Now I show all my friends my new designer cunt. They think I’m kinda weird, but that’s okay with me. ‘Cause now I kick their ass, playing from the ladies team. There’s nothing finer than having a vagina.
(Source: evanevski)
(Source: familymann)
(Source: oneofthosegirls)